GETTING RID OF AINT SHIT BOYz

Hey....

Ive been really busy with school had 2 exams in one week.... had no type of time for blogging...
But guess what IM BACKKKK!!!!

So yea, a lot actually went down this week. where do I start...??!! muscle man wouldn't stop texting me about us having our deep convos...HISS.. I ignored like i said I would.!! yayyy

All this week I have had an episode with ex lovers of mine. Its funny how I could read most guys like a book. Im saying dont they realize we learn from others mistakes... so basically I know what he is up too...

My ohh so sexy BS has ignored me for more than a month now... I basically begged him for us to be friends but nope he wasnt having it. didnt pick up my calls or even reply messages ( a month ago). So I tell myself he aint worth my hassle, pls I cud get anyone I wanted ( not to brag). and YES ladies it was that easy.. I was over him. Didnt call, didnt text, didnt even remember he existed unless someone said sth about him or asked about him. But anyway to cut the story short, this morning I got a text from BS saying Hi hun, hope your okay, hows everything... the first sentence that comes into my mind is FUCKING NIGGA...**witfiles. I get a text message from BS.... ash a long hiss.** I kept the convo short replying with one word. Then Im up at 3am, being bored decides to organize my documents intoking why Im up, what I am doing. and in my mind im like... why do u care now... hmmm this nigga is up to something. So like i did b4 kept it short and simple. then this dude tells me he is going to be in ma city and maybe we could see...

YESs.. I started laffing. I knew it. and once he sed that I said GOOD nite. So the next question is am I going to chill with him when he comes, I thot about it and HELL NO!!!

We ladies need to learn to be strong. Just because he is sexy and hot and I really liked him that doesnt mean I would just forgive him or just let him use me. Please I am way beyond that. What he did is not something worth forgiving. He dead ass play'd me. now he wants to chill. He lost a good friendship and he doesnt even deserve another chance. I dont think he has an explanation for what he did and even if he does I dont want to hear it. This is one guy I spoke to and I never once cheated on him or looked at another guy lustfully. I treated him like he was my boyfriend. I feel he didnt appreciate me, and thats a serious issue if it isnt mutual. But

I LIVE AND I LEARN...

so I have decided even though I need company now because Im bored, my friends boyfriends are around, I would not let my weakness over-power me... I am not going to see him. Im simply going to be very busy and not have time to see him. Thats what he deserves NONE OF MY TIME.. if he really wants to see me he would show it. if not... Dueces!!!

I think I m a strong lady and we ladies dont have to settle for the bullshit some of this guys think they can feed us. We need to start stand tall and take our ground. We deserve better and we definately are not settling for LESS....

I have a vaca coming up so thats something to think about not BS...


GIRLS RULE and boys drool....

singley yours'

~GREEN~