OMGGGGGG!!!! I think I made a mistake..... (but please dont judge me)
Okay so I got back from a get together early and was sitting down thinking about love and life and what comes with it...BOyz. Can you imagine, I dont talk to any guy on my phone except for vacaboo and family. I went down my fone list and realised I can only text/phone flirt with 3 people on my phone (mind you I dont even want to because they are probably lame). I definately feel like im loosing touch and getting old. I need to find mr. right quickly before I totally loose it.
but anyway so for the mistake.during my bordom thought, I decided to text an old fling of mine, muscle man, who I never call and speak to hi once in a blue moon..agrrrr!!. so we texting, a bit of flirting, but trying to keep it short and sweet. next thing you know he starts telling me how he felt about me, which was fine and nice to hear. I already knew half of it alrready. u know the usual, I have always been attracted to you, I really miss you, all that and a lot more. Anywy the conversation got deeper and next thing you know, we are talking about why we didnt work out. Then I started to think this M**EFFer hurt me menn and I decided to vent it all out via text again. (WHY??!!) then this boi says he doesnt want to talk about it but he really wants to see me and feels theres this attraction burning up between us.then he says he wants to go to bed and would love to continue this convo tomorrow. my reaction after I read that was EWWWWW.. nooooo I dont want to hear that. not good. not good for me atall. but that scumbag. I Wish i never text him. gosh Idleness is a bitchhhhhh!!!!!!!
why do we always do the dumbest thing when we are idle or bored. I need to get a new hobby so everytime im bored I could just go enjoy that. I really wish I didnt text him. but since I did now I have to run..lol... I definately would be igoring this boys fonecalls, text messages, and everthing else. ( I THINK)**
I HATEEEEEE BEING IDDLLEE IT LEADS TO TROUBLE!!!! as we can see
anyway im off to bed got to study for an exam tomorrow.
peaces and love
~GREEN~
he doesnt want to talk about it but he really wants to see u?
ReplyDeletehe is bad news my dear