Sunday, February 22, 2009

WHY?

Oh my gosh! Why did I already write a post and it got erased? :-( anyways basically I was wondering WHY?...Why? Why? Why? Why would someone that you thought cared for you so much and told you he loved you, try as much as possible to distant himself from you? Like why would he not call you anymore? why would he go days and weeks with not even trying to see how you are? didnt he say he loved you? and isnt love unconditional? like a "no matter what" kind of feeling? Why do boys lie? because him saying that he loveS not even lovED me doesnt really care like he did before! We barely talk, we text though...do you text someone you love? i am so confused, infact I'm not i just feel so "lied to" and trust me thats the worst feeling, I cry sometimes though! I really wish things didnt have to happen to me like this? I flew all the way to see him and it just felt so different! Why ask me to come see you and then you dont even cherish my appearance? or isit that Im setting my standards high? and I'm expecting to much? WHy? WHy? why? i reallt want to understand , but i guess somethings are just better left unsaid or isit 'unanswered".... Sheesh! I agree with Green, Boys are stupid, stupid in every kind of way!!! they are losers and they suck balls!!! Thank God for good friends or else I would have ran coo-coo!..anyways that was just a tad bit that was on my mind this evening or should I say early morning! Good Night/Good mornin!

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