Scared of being Loney!!

OMGGGG... i have issues....

I am convinced that it is a personal problem that I cant find a solution to...

I hate loneliness..I mean who doesntr right?!! but mine is to an extreme. I cant settle with one guy because im scared of loneliness..
I could deal with me not being physically close to them for a little period of time but talking to them.. I WANNA talk to them all the time.. I need that attention

I am yearning for the emptiness to be filled up cos i feel im running out of time
I try to be patient and look for other ways to take up the time
I find multiple ways that seem to be working well
if one is unavailable I simply find comfort in another
It brightens my day to be able to be happy at all times
even if it takes two or three people to do it.

When all three dont give me the attention that i yearn for
what is a girl like me to do.
Im left alone with a broken nerve and a state of confusion
train of thoughts gushing down my head on what my next move should be
By this time Im left hurting deep inside.

NOW my head is spinning
I need comfort tonight. who can I talk to if all three dont pick up
I go through my contacts yearning for a word from old friends, ex's, old lovers,someone, anyone
cant find who to talk to
Im fighting, Im kicking, swinging...getting myself worked out
I feel like my time is running out
What is a girl to do.

Im scared of being lonely... I am