Oh my gosh! Its been forever guys! But yea I'm back!!! So much has happened its kindof crazy! I dont even know where to start! But first of all Happy June guys!! Thank God we are all still alive to see another month! We shall have many more months to come. AMEN! Yay its June and May is over! I feel May was the roughest month i have ever had in my life, but Im thankful that its all over :-). So yea I told you about "eyecandy" my newest crush, yea I dont understand but I just feel like he is not feeling e the way I want him too. Im not sure maybe he doesnt know how to express his feelings or maybe he is just not that into me. He is really physical but he wont call me or text me... I dont understand which guy that likes a girl who wont want to talk to her every chance he gets? well all in all I havnt spoken to him in about two weeks...doesnt that suck? I feel sad but not hurt..I'll get over him right...he must have just not liked me that much.
Besides that, my ex left me!! like he moved to another continent *tears*....I had been dreading the day he would leave but I guess it had to happen!! I really miss him! he called me as soon as he could..gosh! he has a way of making me feel special when he wants but *sigh* he is in a better country now :-( . I wonder what would happen when we see each other again. I feel like he has me on a freakin leash!! urghh why? he is good for me but not good for me, but hmm we are real good buddies so I guess thats good enough!!
So how bout this is my first summer alone :-( i have no one but my blackberry!! doesnt that suck!!! But thank God I have various jobs to keep my mind off things. Gosh I was going crazy when i was unemployed! but yay!!!..so basically thats all that has been happening with me guys June should bring me so much heart warming :-)...ttyl
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