hey bloggie its been so long! trust me Ive missed you so, but school is becoming so overwelming to me!! and it seems like the closer to the end you get the harder it becomes!!! but anyways life hasnt really been as interesting as it usually is, but I never have a dullin moment in my life, something is always happening! It can be irritating but sometimes its great. Anyways news update I have a crush on this guy! he is sooooo cute to me, like oh my!!! he is short tho( really sucks). So yea let me give you the low down: So he works at the caffeteria in school because you know I live in the dorms, so yea he serves me food all the time and all i say is hi and whatever I want, so one day I changed my hair style from braids to weave and he was like you look nice with your hair like this(straight) and I get all defensive and start to ask him what he thought about my braids( i was just jokin with him) and from there on all we say is hi and blahblahblah! So he is in a fraternity and he invites me to one of his evenst one day! and I get super geeked. I went to it and it was nice, I stared him down everytime I got the chance...lol! But yea then the afterparty was in his fraternity house, I came through and then he spotted me out and he was shocked and he was like wow, your in my house im honored blahblahblah, because I never really go out. But I had fun he came to check on me momentarily! so yea Im crushin on him so hard that i am soo shy to even say hi to him! anyways its kindof a lost battle because he has a girlfriend/ex thats in an organization I would like to be apart of so if i even try anything with him, it would probably reduce my chances of ever becomig apart of the organization since she is the president of the organization :-( Life kicks rocks! But I still like looking at him and all that! He is dark skinned and so handsome :-( but im sure I would get over it!
WoW!! Can you imajine? One of my friends ex boyfriends just died!! So horrible and she didnt get to tell him "i love you before he left!! isnt that so horrible! Life really sucks and because of that Im learning to let things go and I try to keep in touch with the people that are very dear to me and I try and get to see any of my friends everytime I get because you seriously cannot predict tommorow, maybe me maybe you! So yea, its scary but things like that happen! I try not to keep grudges as well if Im letting go of a particular friendship, I still care about the person but we just cant be friends! So yea.....I feel so sad about my friends ex, because they were trying to get back together and the crazy thing is that i tease her about him all the time but now...he is in a better place! May his soul rest in perfect peace. And now she feels like she cant love anymore! I sincerly dont know how she is feeling but I know its a horriblfe feeling and I hope God gives her the strength to live through it and let her know that everything happens for a reason. As I am learning to express my feelings in the best way I can to my dear friends and love, live and laugh because life is too short! and you definately cannot predict tomor!...love you all..mwah
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