OoooooooooooooOOOOwiiiiii!! You would not believe my weekend guys!! it was sooo greattt!! I want to share it with the world! ALright I had the best weekend ever with my hommies in school!! and yesterday just topped off the weekend! like ohmidaiz! so yea i drank yesterday and i was soo tipsy it was crazy! but my friends were drunk so I kinda had to babysit! It was still cool! so yea I told you about my crush right? yea his name is "eyecandy" so yea eyecandy had a tragedy in his family and he was feeling bad so he didnt really go out until yesterday and I saw him at the party! woohoo! I spotted him strolling because he is a frat boy but I dindt say anything! until his frat brother literally pushed him towards me, ohmigosh it was so embarassing! like I had to walk away..then he finally walked right back into me and he was like blahblahblah and then he asked me for my number, so i definately gave it to him lol! so yea then we parted! he came up and checked on me occasionally because I was drunk but I didnt let him know..i composed myself real good, I was happy for myself....so i was busy babysitting my girlies and through out the night! getting some hollas and comments but i didnt care too much for them! I was just thinking of eyecandy! idk if he was thinking about me the same way though! So yea, after the party me and my drunkies were going to walk home and then I heard someone call out my name and low and behold it was eyecandy and his frat boys, he asked mne if i wanted a ride and i said sure but its me and my girlies and yea yea yea he dropped us at home!! i thought that was totally sweet! like wow!! so yea he later called me at night!! ohmigosh guys I was totally star struck! like im so shy around him and i havnt been in a relationship or liked someone in such awhile that I dont even know how to act! it really sucks :-( but yea we talked until I fell asleep on him...
So today he called me and UUUUUwwwwwwwwiiiii!! we got to know each other better,we played Q&A over the phone..lol!! it was real cute! i didnt want to drop, but I had to work! wow! everythings moving so fast Imn so scared!! Im soo scared of sooo many things...first of all i hope he likes me for me, like i hope his frat bro isnt making him like me because im his frats friend you know, and i asked my girl and she was like "no theres an attraction between us and everyone can see iit" omg! im so scared!. Im also scared of the fact that I havnt been a relationship for awhile I wonder if I would know how to act!* I dont want to chase him away! and yea Im a virgin! im so scared that he might not want to be with me because of that! ohmi! he is such a darling though! like I reallly like him its crazy! i even had a dream about him last night! spooky! and whats so cool about it is that he is so down to earth he knows all about my culture cuz he hangs with people from where i am from! wow!! i dont know tho, we would see we are just getting to know each other and my girlies love him! woohoo!!! I am so on cloud 9 right now!! and wow!! Ive never dated or even spoken to and african american before, wow!!!Ive only listened to them never got interested! i wonder what my mom would do...the funny thing is that he asked me what my mom and dad do if i introduced him to them!! i really dont know!!! well woohoo! thats that for now! would keep you sooo updated!
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