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hey bloggie!!! Ive had the longest week ever! Im so happy a brandnew one is about to start! I cant wait to see what its about to offer!! So yea Ive been feeling really good! I told you I have like a new found crush/boo! So yea its real weird and real different! I guess because I havnt been in a relationship in such a long time..ohmigosh! I dont even know how to act or anything! its crazy! or i wonder if it is because I just havnt had that "i like him, he likes me" experience in the loooongest time! like wow is such an amazing feeling when the dude you ACTUALLY like is trying to pursue you...* i feel amazing*. So we have been seeing each other frequently during the week and its cool, we talk occasionally and text all the time!! and yesterday we went to see a movie, and nothing happened and im so happy he didnt try anything silly! even though he wanted to rub on my arm, hold my hand during the movie and at first i felt weird and then I gave in for abit!! lolll! and he definately peeped that, it was real funny...but I loved it! I felt so good and we had good conversation even though Im still holding back because we are still sooo fresh in the game! I dont want to rush anything and I also dont wana take anything to sloowww because I dont know he pace to take..I have two weeks of scholl left *tear* and we are going to be an hour away for the whole summer :-( idk what to expect!!! but yea Im just going with the flow!!!

Anyways later that night, he invited me to his house because they were having a little party ans I gladly came through with my two girls(which he is quite familar with)...my girls are the craziest, they r really aggressive with him that he wonders what would happen if they hate him....lol!! but yea it was cool we drank(me and my girls) and we came through the house...and mind you he told me before he dropped me off after the movies that when i see him I better not act unfamilar..lol! so yea when we finally made it through the house I saw him and my friends hugged him and said whats up and I said "hi and waved" and best believe he was like "oh-kay im acting unfamiliar" but gosh it was alot of people in the house i dont wana be too groupie-ish but idk! i was just shy! seeing him everytime feels like im seeing him for the very first time..lol but yea after awhile i went upstairs and sat in the living room because i was tired, whenever i drink i just want to sleep! so yea my friends made him come sit next to me and yea thats where it kicked off..we both talked and flirted all thru the night!!! I gave him a kiss on the cheek..*blush*...and omg! do you know what i like he knows i have like standards...so he wanted me to see his room and he knew I would feel weird if he came with me so he told me "to go see his room and he would sit on the couch"..lol! twas too cute..lol! but yea we flirted and flirted all the way through the night!! he is real cool but omg!! im such a picky person :-( i dont like the way he dresses!! soooo american and ahhh i dislike much :-( but hmm maybe he is going through alot so i wont knock him for that!! we can transition on that,,...lol!! anyways after the end of the night he wanted me to kiss him on the lips :-( ahhhh i really dont wanna come off in anyway until he makes it official official official so i gave him a quick kiss on the lips no tongue!! it was just like the one i gave him on his cheeks..lmao! im so young at heart but what can I do!! he was shoked though!!, and he didnt want me to leave but i had too...and the funny thing is that there is this other guy kinda admires me and he was at the party so whenever my eyecandy left I was talking to him and i guess it seemed asif we were flirting! idk what my eyecandy thot of that! but hey i was just talking to him nothing serious, even though there was some feelings in our convo( me and the other dude) but yea yea yea had a great night!! got back to the room and my boo called me to say good night! and it was a wrap! I was super tired today and now he wants me to come over his house and kick it in the living room..lol! he knows i dont like the whole "bedrom" idea..but hmm we would see...he thinks im soo much of a good girl..ok i am! but im just taking it slow, if i were his girl i would give him 75% of myself and the other rest is too my husband..lol! 100%..lol!! by guys! love ya!mwah